“There is something about losing a mother that is permanent and inexpressible—a wound that will never quite heal.” –Susan Wiggs

“Mothers hold their children’s hands for a while, but their hearts forever.” –Unknown

“Losing a parent is something like driving through a plate-glass window. You didn’t know it was there until it shattered, and then for years to come you’re picking up the pieces — down to the last glassy splinter.” –Saul Bellow

“I know for certain that we never lose the people we love, even to death. They continue to participate in every act, thought, and decision we make. Their love leaves an indelible imprint in our memories. We find comfort in knowing that our lives have been enriched by having shared their love.” –Leo Buscaglia

“Mom, I am missing you today but I know that you will always be with me in my heart… I am who I am because of your loving hands. I have my sweet and compassionate soul from watching you and your generosity and kindness to others. I see the world full of wonder because of your imagination. I’ve learned to never give up seeing your drive and perseverance… I love you always and forever…” –Karen Kostyla

She is still everywhere with us. She is the air we breathe, she occupies our every thought and fills each moment of our lives … We carry her within ourselves and will never be able to free ourselves from this eternal bond.” — Jacques Prévert

“To my mother in heaven, thank you for always loving me and guiding me. Even though you are no longer here with me I can still feel your love guiding me. You are always in my heart. I love you and miss you dearly. – Unknown

“My mother is a never ending song in my heart of comfort, happiness and being. I may sometimes forget the words but I always remember the tune.” – Graycie Harmon

“A mom’s hug lasts long after she lets go.” – Unknown

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Mom. The missing her never goes away. The “I wish mom was here to see this” moments are always present. There are so many things I want to share with her and ask her.

18 years ago today, at 5:24 AM, I held my mother’s hand as she took her last breath. After a decade long battle with breast cancer, the cancer won the war. That moment is forever cemented in my memory.

“I wonder if my first breath was as soul-stirring to my mother as her last breath was to me.”― Lisa Goich-Andreadis, “14 Days: A Mother, A Daughter, A Two Week Goodbye”

It’s been a long 18 years, mom. I love you. I miss you. See you later …

Keith