Uncomfortably Numb

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I took advantage of the warm weather on Saturday. It was windy, but it was perfect to get the outdoor decorations down. This is the first year that I didn’t have to wait until spring to do it.

Our outdoor stuff isn’t too complicated. The most difficult thing is the archway we put up. For the most part, it is unwinding the strands of lights that were wrapped around the porch posts and railings. I had a couple inflatables to take down – no problems there. I also had some staked in lights that I had to get up. For the most part, it was a lot of bending over and boxing up to put back in the garage.

All in all, I think it took me 2 to 2 and a half hours to get it all down and put away. During that time, I never felt any pain in my back, neck or anywhere else. On Sunday, it became obvious that something happened. I just don’t know what.

Sunday afternoon, I got up from the couch and felt a little pain in my lower back. As the day progressed, I started to feel numbness in my hands. It was very strange. It was numbness in every finger except the pinkies. I took some ibuprofen and went to bed without giving it a second thought.

On Sunday night, I woke up with pain in my hands and swelling in both of them. It was awful. Once I got up to get a drink and walked for a bit, the pain started to fade a little. I went back to sleep only to wake up again with more pain, a bit more intense, in my hands. This time when I got up, I was feeling pain in my shoulders and elbows, too.

I went out to the living room and just sat. The pain began to ease in my hands. The numbness remained. I thought about trying to go back to bed, but wasn’t even sure that I could. I grabbed a blanket and tried to sleep on the couch sitting up with my feet on the footstool. I was uncomfortable and wound up waking up again.

This time when I got up from the couch, I felt pain at the top of my knees. I was literally shuffling to the kitchen. With weight on my feet, I could tell the swelling had made its way down to them. It hurt to stand on them. I was starting to get a bit concerned.

Monday morning, my wife had to take the kids to an appointment. We had pulled the car seat because Andrew had an accident in it and it needed to be washed. Before she could leave, I had to put the cover back on it and get the straps right. This was utter torture!

I’m not sure if you’ve ever had to put one of those things back together, but it is a pain. Factor in extremely swollen fingers and pain in every joint of your hand and wrist and the pain was just terrible. As I tried to get straps through slots, rubber rings around a hook that is 1/8 of an inch long, and such, I cried.

The kids were still asleep, but my yelping in pain and crying was enough to wake Ella. She came out and was scared. She didn’t know what was wrong. I told her I was okay, but my hands were hurting very bad. She asked if she could help being the sweetheart that she is.

Once I finally got the seat put back together, I worked on getting the kids breakfast and ready for the appointment. When every one left, I called my doctor and did a video visit. It’s never a good thing when the doc says, “It sounds like you pinched a nerve, but I really am not 100% sure. So we’ll treat it like it is and see what happens.”

She gave me some steroids and a muscle relaxer. I was told if I start to feel numbness in my legs with pain to go to the ER. If the numbness hasn’t gone away in seven days, I need to come into the office.

Three days later now and I can sleep. The pain in the joints has pretty much subsided, but the numbness in my hands and fingers is still there. A friend of mine said that it could be carpal tunnel, but that wouldn’t explain the rest of the pain in other places.

It is making it difficult to write, type, and basically do my job. I worked on Tuesday, and as I was scoring sleep studies I had to take many breaks. I felt like the more I clicked the mouse, the more numb my hands got.

I am hoping that the medication helps! I do too many things with my hands.

I tell you all of this to say that if I miss a featured post, or post later than normal, it may just be the after effects of all of this. I appreciate your understanding.

Emotional Weekend Recap

It is taking all that is in me to write a blog today. I don’t feel like writing. I’m numb today.

All weekend long I struggled with whether or not to proceed with something. It is something that has weighed very heavy on my heart. It is something that comes with risks no matter what I decided to do. I have spent three entire therapy sessions (one I scheduled purposely) discussing it with my therapist. No matter how much I talked about it, no matter how I looked at it, no matter what the pros and cons were, I still don’t feel like I was ready to make a decision. Based on previous blogs, you can probably figure out what I am talking about.

It doesn’t really even matter what it is. I wrestled to make a decision and now I am wrestling with the decision I made. I am literally numb. I am feeling many emotions today – fear, anger, sadness, uncertainty, worry, and so many more. As I stared at the computer screen, I wondered just what the hell I wanted to write about. So I grabbed my phone and looked back at some of the pictures from the weekend and figured maybe I should at least talk about the positives.

Positives

First of all, I got to spend the entire weekend with my wife and daughter. It was an extended weekend for my wife and I, and as a bonus we both got Tuesday off. We actually had time to sit on the couch and watch shows we had on the DVR, which is something we rarely get to do. Ella had us laughing a lot this weekend. Recently, Sam’s folks bought her an easel. It has a chalkboard, whiteboard, place for paper, etc… We thought that this would be great for her to draw on. We haven’t let her paint yet, but she can color on it and uses the chalkboard a lot. Up until now, the sidewalk chalk had to stay outside. Now she has it on the easel, which isn’t always a good thing ….

This probably won’t stop her from drawing on the furniture … but it was worth a try!

On Sunday, I got together with two of my close friends from high school – Margaret and Chris. It was probably a couple months ago that a picture of the three of us came up in Facebook Memories. I think it said the picture was taken 10 years ago! While I’ve gotten together with them separately since, it had been that long since we all got together. So we met at Margaret’s house and she had a cook out. The town was hopping because the peach festival was going on. I got their late, because I thought we were supposed to get together on Monday. No matter, we all got to sit around and chat, reminisce, laugh, and enjoy each other’s company. Before we wrapped up the day, I said we had to get another picture! I sent the picture to both of them, and each of us posted it on our pages. Margaret joked around and said to crop the picture more …. so I did….

Really a great picture of us ….

Sometimes, I have to do things just to take my mind off the crap that is on social media. I am so sick of the politics, hatred, and sadness that is often the subject of posts on Facebook. During conversation at Margaret’s, the topic turned to some silliness I have been posting. I did this last September, too. I know it is stupid, but it truly makes me laugh and I share to save my sanity.

One of the Three Stooges pages I follow on Facebook takes Shemp Howard’s picture and Photoshops them on other pictures. The can be movie stills, magazine covers, etc. They call the entire month of September – SHEMPtember! So every day this month, I find a silly pic from their page and post it. This remains one of my favorites, and I am sure my musical followers will get a good laugh from it, too….

The Shemptations!!!!!

30 days of stupidity? Yeah, probably. I’ll take the stupidity and enjoy the laugh over the other things I am feeling any day.

The rest of the weekend falls into the area that I’d rather not think about ….

I hope you had an enjoyable Labor Day Weekend.